1 April
2009 St. Athanasius Lutheran Church
Lent 5
Midweek Vienna, VA
“The Wound of Abandonment”
Text: Matthew 27:35-50 (Jeremiah 30:10-24; Hebrews 11:32 -
12:3)
Betrayal,
apathy, denial, mockery.
All our
sins on Him were laid.
The betrayal of Judas, the apathy of the sleeping
disciples, the denial of Peter, the mockery of the soldiers, and more. Much
more.
All the sins of all
the people of all the world of all times. All people who ever
lived, who live now, and who have not yet even been born.
Your sins and my sins, laid on Jesus. Not one excepted.
The sins (as we confessed on Ash Wednesday) of our present
and our past.
Sins of the soul and sins of the body.
The sins which we have done to please ourselves and the sins
we have done to please others.
Our careless sins, our idle sins, our serious sins, our
deliberate sins.
The sin we know, the sins we’ve forgotten about, and the sins we don’t even know we’ve committed.
Sins of
thought, word, deed, and desire.
Jesus
takes them all. They are given, or imputed, to Him, to be the fulfillment of
the Old Testament scapegoat, driven into the desert with the sins of the
people, never to return. To be the fulfillment of the Old Testament sacrificial
lambs, who shed their blood for the atonement of sins - stand-ins, or
substitutes, for the people whose blood it should have been.
And so
is He wounded. Physically, yes. Spiritually, yes.
He hangs on the cross, suspended between heaven and earth,
that He might bring heaven and earth back together again.
That by
His wounds we might be healed.
Healed
of our sin, our death, our captivity, and be sons of God.
Therefore
this last, and greatest wound.
“My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?”
Jesus is
abandoned, forsaken, by His Father.
For this
is the end result of sin. Sin which says no to God. Sin which is cutting
ourselves off from God. Sin which is a deliberate turning away from the truth,
from goodness, from heaven. Sin which says, “Leave me alone, God! To go my own way, to do my own will.
Let me be.”
We think
that’s what
we want, what would make us happy. But we have no idea how horrible that would
be, should God leave us.
But
Jesus knows. Bearing our sin, He gets what our sins demand and deserve.
He is
forsaken and abandoned.
How this
can be, we must admit, is a deep and profound mystery.
But that
it happened, we must confess . . . and rejoice.
That our
Saviour tasted hell for us; the utter and profound isolation and aloneness of
sin. For that’s what
sin does - it separates, it isolates. It is the very opposite of a God who is
Triune.
And so folks who joke about hell and think it’s going to be a party with a lot of
people who like to have fun - well, they’re dead wrong.
Hell is this utter aloneness and isolation.
Hell is hungering and thirsting for a human touch.
Hell has no one to share your misery; no one to relieve
your aloneness.
Sin says “Leave me alone!” . . . and hell is God leaving you alone. Forever.
Ponder that, and you will begin to plumb the depth’s of Jesus’ cry of forsakenness this night.
Ponder
that, and you will bow in love before your Saviour, whose love for you was so
great, that He took this awful abandonment in your place, that you be set free
from it. That you never have to be alone. Never.
And so
by His wounds we have been healed.
Our sin
atoned for, we have a gracious, merciful, and loving God, who will not
leave us alone - even when that means discipline, correction, or training for
us. Even when it seems as if God does not see, or know, or care - we have Jesus’ promise that He does.
That as
He told Jeremiah: “I am with you to save you, declares the Lord.”
Or
consider the example of the great cloud of witnesses we heard of in Hebrews -
Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, David, Samuel - never alone.
And not
just them, but a countless number of others, whose names we do not know, some
who lived in the past and some who live even now - tortured, being mocked and
flogged, in chains and in prison. Those who are stoned, beheaded, sawn in two,
or killed with the sword. Those rejected by men, sent into exile, poor, whose
homes have been taken away. They were not alone. Though all the world leave
them, their Saviour did not.
For He
is the faithful Good Shepherd, who sees His flock through the valley of the
shadow of death. Note that well: He doesn’t say He will lead us around it, but through
it. Yet even though we “walk through the valley of the shadow of death, we fear no
evil” - why? - “for Thou art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me.” (Psalm 23:4)
What joy
then is ours! That we will never have to know what Jesus went through for us in
those darkest hours; in that forsakenness and abandonment.
Whatever
we are going through in this life - whatever suffering, or pain, or loneliness,
or separation, or desolation, or disaster - we face nothing alone.
For hell
is undone, death is destroyed, our sin is forgiven, in Jesus.
Yes, by
His wounds - by this wound - we are healed and restored as sons of God
in the Son of God.
We who
were far off have been brought near.
The
darkness has become the light.
And the
arms once stretched wide on the wood of the cross have become the gate to
heaven.
In the Name of the Father, and of the (+) Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.