14 February 2018 St. Athanasius Lutheran Church
Ash Wednesday
“Return to the Lord We
Know”
Text:
Joel 2:12-19; 2 Corinthians 5:20b-6:10; Matthew 6:1-6, 16-21
Grace, mercy, and peace to you from God
our Father, and from our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Amen.
Return to me,
the lover says to his beloved who has left him. Return to me. I
love you still. I want you back.
On a day like Valentine’s
Day, we might expect to hear such words. Except these words are not from a man
or a woman, but from God Himself. Return to me, come back to me.
I do not reject you.
What good news that is!
Because rejected is exactly what we deserve. Think of the confession we said
earlier - all the times we sin, all the kinds of
sin, all the ways we sin, and maybe
worst of all, how cavalier we can be about sin. Like it’s
really not all that important. Or, that it really doesn’t matter that we
do not listen to God’s Word and do what we want anyway. We think that, until
sin or the consequences of sin - our sins or others’ sins - come crashing down
on us. And then we see. And then how often do we shake our fist at God and ask
how He could let this happen . . . as if it’s His fault! We’re sinful
messes, are we not?
Yet still God calls to
us. Return to me. Repent of all that. Turn away from all that and
return - to me. He wants us sinful messes back. His love
for us remains. Wonderful words.
But there were other
words we heard tonight, also from the prophet Joel, that seem, well, not
so wonderful. Those words were: Who knows? Who knows whether he will turn
and relent . . . ?
Those can be monstrous
words! Words of uncertainty. Word
that devour. Words that plague. Words that offer no comfort at all. For consider these
examples . . .
Does your spouse love
you? Who knows? Is your child going to come out of surgery? Who
knows? Is that wildfire or tornado or hurricane or flood going to reach our
house? Who knows? And tonight from Joel: Return to the Lord,
but who knows whether he will turn and relent . . . Does that mean:
Who knows whether God will forgive you?
Because that’s what it
sounds like, doesn’t it? Who knows whether God will forgive?
But that’s not
what those words mean there. Would the God who is calling us back to Himself
and not rejecting us do so with an uncertain forgiveness? Maybe He will, but
maybe He won’t - you just don’t know? No! He has promised us forgiveness, He has promised us a Saviour.
Listen to these verses,
all from the psalms, the prayerbook of the Bible. Do
they sound like who knows?
I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did
not cover my iniquity; I said, “I will confess my transgressions to the Lord,” and
you forgave the iniquity of my sin (Psalm
32:5).
When iniquities prevail against me, you
atone for our transgressions (Psalm
65:3).
As far as the east
is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us (Psalm 103:12).
And then what we heard
tonight from Paul: For our sake he [God
the Father] made him [Jesus] to be sin who knew no sin,
- to be our sin offering - so that in him [Jesus]
we
might become the righteousness of God.
Our sin offering has been
lifted high upon the cross for all creation to see. Yes, our sins make a mess
of things, but here, in this way, God is setting us right again. In His Son. Through the blood of His Son.
You are forgiven. And to that the catechism says: This is most
certainly true. This truth, the promise of the forgiveness of sins in
Jesus, is the most certain truth we have on this earth.
So what do those words
mean, then? Joel’s who knows? He is talking about the hunger and famine
the people are experiencing. That might not end, Joel is saying. The
forgiveness of the Lord is sure, but His discipline may continue. Not to punish
but to teach. Not to push you away, but to draw you closer. Not to put you
down, but to lift you up. All this, just like His forgiveness, is from His
love. Though it may not feel like it or seem like it. He will end it at the
proper time . . . but that time may not be now.
So forgiveness isn’t a
guarantee that life will be good or easy. In fact, it may be just the opposite!
That is what we do not know. Faith, forgiveness? Yes! Life? Who knows? Paul talked about all those things
that happened to the apostles, including riots, beatings, dishonor, and much
more. But through it all, they were preaching the Word of God, proclaiming His
promise of forgiveness, and imploring all people to be reconciled to God,
to return to the Lord. Even if the trials and struggles continue
. . .
No, especially if
they do! For that is what they are for - that we learn to rely not on
ourselves, but on God and His love, forgiveness, strength, and faithfulness. To drive us into the Word, into prayer, into weakness, to
receive the love and life of Christ.
And that is also what
prayer, fasting, and almsgiving is for. Why do we do those things, and
especially during this season of Lent? To receive favor from
God? No, you already have that. To receive favor from
men? If so, that favor is your wage; you have received what you wanted.
But really, we do those things that we may learn from them.
We fast to learn
that man does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the
mouth of the Lord. We pray to learn to stop trying to control everything
ourselves and let the Lord work His good, and in His way and time. And we give
that we may learn to love our neighbor and not our stuff, and learn to rely on
the Lord who will provide for us.
Prayer, fasting, and
almsgiving does not turn “who knows?”
into certainty. For who knows whether our prayers, our fasting, and our
almsgiving is good enough anyway? Actually, we know - it’s not! Even our
best acts are tainted with pride or wicked thoughts or the desire for
recognition.
No, when “who knows?” rears
its ugly head, when uncertainty fills our hearts and minds, when it perhaps
seems that the Lord does not see or does not care, nothing we do
will change that; can change that. We rely instead on the Word of
the Lord and what He has told us about Himself, that He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger,
and abounding in steadfast love.
And so the call goes out
every Lenten season to return to the Lord. To
repent. To turn away from our sin and return to Him.
And the call goes out to the elderly, children, nursing infants, brides,
bridegrooms, priests, everyone. No one excepted.
Not that we return to the Lord only during this season, but that we use
this season as a season of change, that maybe the learning we do here and now,
grow and last all through the year. That we grow in faith, in His Word, in
repentance, in confidence, in grace, and that these roots then bear good fruit
in our lives all the year.
That whether we have good
times or difficult times, times of plenty or times of want, when we seemed
showered with blessing or in a time of drought, we not waver, but remain
confident in the Lord and in His love and forgiveness, signed, sealed, and delivered
by the blood of the Lamb shed for you, and tonight, again, poured into you.
So it’s kind of cool that
Ash Wednesday falls on Valentine’s Day this year - or maybe it’s the other way
around! - that Valentine’s Day fall on Ash Wednesday.
Either way, our focus is on love - tonight, here, the love of God for poor,
miserable, fallen, wretched sinners like you and me. That we
be lost and condemned creatures no more.
So tonight we repent,
yes, but even more we rejoice. In His love that would cause Him to send
His Son for you. In His love that would call you to repentance time and time
again. In His love that adopts you as His sons and daughters. In His love that
provides you with a Church, with His Word, and with His gifts. And in a love
that won’t stop. Can’t stop. Our love,
we know, runs hot and cold, but not your Father’s love
for you.
So we Return to the Lord,
your God,
for [we
know! that] he is gracious and
merciful,
slow to anger, and
abounding in steadfast love.
In the Name of the Father, and of the (+) Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.