3 April 2023
St.
Athanasius Lutheran Church
Holy Monday Meditation
Vienna, VA
Text:
Matthew
26:36-46
In the Name of (+) Jesus. Amen.
It hadn’t been that long ago that the disciples
asked Jesus to teach them how to pray. Now, it was Jesus doing the asking;
asking His disciples to watch with Him and to pray with Him. For
He was sorrowful and troubled. And these were His friends.
And this is what friends do. They pray for one another.
Jesus went on a little farther than Peter, James,
and John. I wonder how far it was. If they could hear His
prayer or not. I wonder, too, how long did they pray? How long before
they fell asleep? And not just the first time, but the second time and the
third time as well. Try as they might, no matter how much they wanted to stay
awake with Jesus, each time, they could not do it. They could not stay awake.
They could not watch and pray. The spirit is indeed willing, but the
flesh is weak, Jesus said. Yes, how weak they were.
How weak we are, too. And not just when it comes
to praying, but in all facets of our lives, when it comes to keeping the Word
and Law of God.
My spirit wants to have no other gods, but
how often my flesh does, in fact, fear, love, and trust in something besides
the true God.
My spirit wants to honor God’s name, but
how often my weak flesh dishonors Him by what I say and do, or fail to say and
do.
My spirit wants to hold God’s Word sacred,
and gladly hear and learn it, but how often my weak flesh forgets what I have
heard, and gladly hears and learns the words and thinking and truths of the
world instead.
And my spirit wants to love my neighbor as
myself, but how often my flesh wants my neighbor to love me as I love myself.
We can’t do it. Try as we might, no matter how
much we want to do what we know we should and be a good Christian, how often
are we instead asleep at the wheel? Or letting satan steer us where we should not go, and instead of
resisting temptation, entering into it? St. Paul experienced this conflict,
this turmoil, in his own life, finally moaning: O wretched man that I am!
(Romans
7:24) Yes,
wretched is how Peter, James, and John must have felt that night in the Garden.
What kind of friends were they? Not very good ones.
It is good to know that. That
we’re not good. It’s a hard truth, but a good one. That we not
look for goodness in ourselves or our own efforts, but in the only one who is
good - in Jesus.
He is the one who had no other gods.
He is the one who honored God’s name in all He
said and did.
He is the one who gladly heard and learned God’s
Word.
He is the one who loved His neighbor as Himself.
He is the one whose spirit and flesh were in
perfect agreement.
Even while in agony in the Garden called
Gethsemane, facing a cruel and torturous death, He did not waver, He did not
sin. As He always had done, He submitted to His Father’s will. His Father’s
good and gracious will. For Jesus’ crucifixion, while not easy, was good. God acting graciously for the good of the world.
Three times Jesus went away from His disciples
and prayed.
Just as three times Pilate announced that He was not
guilty.
And just as He would
spend three days in the tomb after His death.
And then, after three times praying, He arose and
gave Himself into the hands of His betrayer.
After three innocent verdicts, He ascended the
cross.
And after three days in the tomb, He rose from
the dead.
Jesus did what we could not and could never do.
He led a perfect life in every way, and then drank the cup of suffering and
wrath His Father gave Him - the cup we deserved, but He drank in
our place. That instead, we get to drink the cup of blessing, the cup filled
with His blood for the forgiveness of our sins and the promise of salvation and
eternal life.
The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.
We see that tonight, in Peter, James, and John,
and in ourselves.
Thank God the Word became flesh (John 1:14). That now there is human
flesh that is willing and not weak, but strong - strong to save. The flesh of Jesus for the life of the world. The flesh of Jesus that He gives, this week, for you.
In the Name of the Father, and of the (+) Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.